It Feels Like My Own by Mark E. Ellis
It was the summer when I turned nine, Daddy called me in and said to sit down.
"You're going to find out sometime anyway, So I might as well tell you now.
I had to go and see the doctor today. He said I'm sick and don't have too long left.
It's OK to cry but don't feel sad, Because I'm not afraid of what comes next."
I said, "Daddy, won't you help me 'cause I'm not that strong.
Without your help I fear I won't hold on. I'm glad you're here with me and I'm not alone.
You give your strength so freely it feels like my own."
All that summer daddy stayed to himself As the days passed at our house on the bay. Then one day I asked if I could row out Past the point, 'cause I knew the way. I thought that, like before, he'd just say no But instead he said he'd come along. And as I rowed and rowed I realized The current was just too strong.
And I said, "Daddy, won't you help me 'cause I'm not that strong. Without your help I fear I won't hold on. I'm glad you're here with me and I'm not alone. You give your strength so freely it feels like my own."
We made it out beyond the point that day, Me and daddy rowing side by side. It was the last time that we spent that way; When the summer ended daddy died. After we buried him I went back home And sat down in his favorite chair, And hidden under it I happened to find A piece of paper with this prayer:
"Father, won't you help me 'cause I'm not that strong. Without your help I fear I won't hold on. I'm glad you're here with me and I'm not alone. You give your strength so freely it feels like my own."
And now years later I remember that day, Me and daddy rowing, and here's what I pray:
"Father, won't you help me 'cause I'm not that strong. Without your help I fear I won't hold on. I'm glad you're here with me and I'm not alone. You give your strength so freely it feels like my own."
Copyright 1999 Mark E. Ellis
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